My fears with Faf
my fears i think were:a) i needed him.b) without him, i was nothing.c) my life would be empty.d) he should see that i loved him.e) it didn't matter that he lied & was dishonest.so i begged him to...
View ArticleMy Fears with Gabriel
I think my fears were:a) Love wasn't enoughb) I was missing out on life.c) I was missing out on sex & boysd) Others would treat me so much bettere) My life would inprovef) Conversation would be...
View Articleconsume
i now experience true sadness. it's overwelming. not negativity... but just no soul nor passion for what i used to hold dear. just sadness. it's consuming me. completely.
View ArticleThe Day of Angel Grace
today was a very important day for me.however, as i'm still telling you the story and only now are we at the point where GEM has entered my life, i cannot quite explain today in detail. sadly.but just...
View ArticleThe Pattern
when GEM returned, we were to move in together into my place.have you noticed?like with the others in my past... like clock work...immediately moving in together... and starting a business...not even a...
View ArticleAll winds of confusion
sadly i should have finished the scenes of this journey prior to where i am now in my life.as i am currently living the end - the final chapter.i'm leaving you this small dragon whisper, should any of...
View Articleholyground
i suppose by now many have gathered GEM is the end of the chapter... not the series.. yet the chapter.the reason for all the sadness... the reason the wind can blow through me as though i were a...
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